Stressing me out

 Here I am struggling with heart issues and the one who is supposed to care the most doesn't seem to care   at all. She has bipolar disorder and is very easily agitated. I am basically walking on eggshells all of the time to keep from frustrating or stressing her out. So I get to keep popping nitro pills to keep the pain down. At times I have trouble breathing, my head and neck hurt when I'm having trouble. And it makes me really tired. I really don't know what to do. I love her very much and we've been together for over twenty years. I have a fourteen-year-old at church who seems to care more about me than anyone else.

    Well I guess that I'll just have to keep praying and asking God to help me. He always seems to.